I woke up feeling "blue" today. I can't fully explain how it feels for me to feel "blue"--it's a combination of dread, sadness, and fatigue that is hard to shake.
So, instead of trying to explain all of that to friends and family, I decided some time ago just to affix a color to it, and leave it at that.
It's not a forever feeling, which is comforting, and it's been a while since I've felt it, so there's that as well. I've also come to understand that if I get up and keep moving, writing, working, and doing... it will eventually fade.
I don't want to sound glib, mind you. I've done a lot of work to get to a place where I have begun to understand that these feelings are simply feelings, and they can be felt without serving as a defining characteristic.
I also get that's not the case for everyone, though, because I've had seasons where I felt like it would never go away.
But today I woke up not only feeling "blue," but also wondering where that phrase came from. For some reason, I couldn't shake my curiosity, and I also knew I wouldn't be able to let it go until I found out.
Listen, I know I'm odd about these kinds of things, but doing that kind of research actually helps me to figure stuff like this out.
Apparently, the earlier known record of that phrase occurred all the way back in 1385, and it has several possible origins for both that first mention and all those that followed:
- The blue is referring to that of lifelessness, as in blue lips and skin.
- The blue is referring to rain and storms, reaching even further back, into Greek mythology, where Zeus would make it rain when he was sad.
- The blue is referring to an old naval custom, that of flying blue flags, or painting a blue band along the hull of a ship upon return to its homeport if its captain had perished during the last voyage.
Each morning, rather than lament the anticipated weights of the day; plan to entertain everything that comes---like an honored guest in the house of the heart.
May it be so for you today and every day from this day. And may the grace and peace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you now and always. Amen.